As
I cross forty
I stealthily grow into
my mother’s body.
I wear
her saree, her grey hair,
her
osteo-arthritic knee.
We have
supported different political parties,
lusted
for different types of men,
I the
mellowed one,
whose softness she often rebukes,
she the sterner stuff, a stronger one
who
wipes away tear drops in secret.
Her Ramakrishna and my Buddha
nestled
together among our cup of coffees.
I
share her dreams, blood group and
those ugly
patches of varicose vein.
Her rebel mind to exist
without her husband’s last name
percolated
in my extra marital relation,
my horoscope
of uncombed desires
her insomnia...There’s
much more that connect us.
she will never need me as I need her.
And
this unequal sharing
indeed is Comforting!