Sunday, January 27, 2013

Stray thoughts ...


Independence Day – I would like to know about it; I mean more than its history I would like to know more about its relevance and significance today! What is Independence? Is it that tri-colour cloth fluttering high at the traffic signal near my house? Or is it those patriotic songs that are going on since early dawn in the by lane? Or maybe it is the usual glory of the parade show and those national awards – which nobody will remember or care who won what even one day after the announcements. Every year when it comes around, I look for a reason to celebrate. Every time, it’s more and more difficult to find one. This time I was only thinking of Nirbhaya, the fearless one, my dearest younger sister – I wanted to reach out to you, I wanted to find out where you are, now. The more I thought of you I was getting so sure that you are the wind beneath our wings and you will surely never die. The poison that you have taken little sister, we all have experienced that in some measure or the other. And it controls our lives. So where is our Independence? We are elephants now – who never forget … we could never forget! 

( Shaista in her blog Lupus In Flight mentioned us being elephants. )







Did you notice 'soil' carefully? To me it looks like a huge antique trunk; with bruises and scratches here and there, its hinges rusted and stained.Footfalls of history are stored in it. River beds are neatly piled in the corners; also minerals, nitrogen and phosphorous are carelessly kept here and there. On top of everything you will find a handful of sobs and sighs with a distant echo of a long lost laughter. There is also a huge colorful garden in it. All these are stacked inside the trunk for years together. And you can also keep dead bodies in it. Many of them!






How do you escape your anguish? 
Do you spread it thin like butter on bread
and keep waiting that someday it would soothe away the sting?
Or do you fling it like a chit of a sun ray under your half willing lover’s door
and keep hoping that it would churn out a rainbow sometime?
I bury them among my half-baked dreams
and in between those half-finished poems.
Among those hidden alleys of rhyme and metaphor
I scream soundlessly
or unleash a ferocious maddening stream.
Do you want to know how to escape grief?

5 comments:

Rose said...

Wow, a wonderful write dear Moon, I love the imagery of trunk and soil and escaping anguish, just fantastic! Do we ever escape grief? Surely it is a painful torture, an anguish, to be buried between half finished poems... Superb Moon!

The Unknowngnome said...

I pray India's independence comes at last from the strangling mindset "that the victims are responsible for the assault".

There is no escape from the anguish, sobs and sighs and grief, but perchance a moment to be lost in a distant echoed laughter.

Be not soundless, be fearless, unleash a ferocious maddening stream that will set the people free from the soiled baggage of antique thought. True independence requires action.

Rose said...

Nirbhaya's pain is felt across the world and every young woman and every woman who has a child suffers with her. It is indeed a sadness that will not be forgotten.

Jack said...

C D,

I can very well understand this anguish on Republic Day as one wonders where is FREEDOM promised to each and everyone of us in the constitution which was made applicable on this day. I only hope and pray that questions generated by Nirbhaya's suffering do find answers.

Take care

Rose said...

:) Thinking of you dear lady :)