My destiny ..

I struggle for detachment

dissolving all fasten of love

I try to strangulate life

crush love

and suffocate passion,

to conquer my soul and

live today …

But how would I forget you,

my another soul?

For haven’t I wore you

within my blood and in my core?

I live you in my every breath,

I die in that pulsating pause

of your kiss.

I want to remain with you

as I remained attached to my mother’s womb.

And with a scary minute of realization

It dawns on me,

I have no one else as my own

I have nowhere else to go

for you are my destiny and

you are my shore.

My futile efforts of detachment mock me now

as with each passing moment
I tend to mark a beginning
in the end,

the myself in me

ache to cling to you

Today … and .... tomorrow.